Crying Baby

My mom used to tell me I was not a crying baby. But it began after I left my house. I found out that life was not that easy and started crying a lot. Especially surviving alone in Tokyo was very hard. One day I really didn’t have money to buy food. It was very sad. Now somehow I manage to have some money to buy food and store food whenever I can, so it doesn’t happen. But still I cry sometimes without knowing a reason. Or probably I have a reason but I don’t want to admit it.